Wednesday, August 17, 2005:
OH GOSH OH GOSH. i cant believe this. i have to retake my chinese.. ): i CANT believe lao shi has such convincing powers. hhahah. oh well. i guess its worth a try.. :S even if i do worse then i cant say i didnt try.. haiix. dunno la. just be a waste of my money.. but. at least i put in some effort and i wont regret it. righttt. haha. try la. cant hurt. plus abi and minty and xwooxie are gonna retake. no harm trying. yupp
i think i made some careless mistakes today for e math.. :S haixx. but as ms ho said. its o-v-e-r. dont brood on it and just move on. and we got our ss paper back today. arghhh. if i do as badly for prelims i'm dead.. :S sighhh. i totally cant do stupid humans. dunno why i even bother to try. sighhhhh. all for prelims. go go go kristi. you can do it!!
whee. there's no papers tmr. and friday. just that. THERE'S ORAL TMR! goodness. :S i hope and i pray that i'll do well.. or at least i'll stop saying i dont know. and have some ounce of creativity juice in my empty brain. sometimes i wish i have mey's logic.. and minty's creativity, laura's cheerfulness, abi's happy-go-lucky self, xwx's peacefulness, claire's hardworkingness, jia's faith. sigh. sometimes i feel so.. demoralised... somehow with them.. but i feel so blessed to have such wonderful friends. sighhhh.
prelims are such depressing things.. oh well. god's always there.. (: so thats something to be comforted by.. so thats good. :D yepp. jia en said before! it doesnt matter what results you get, cos what matters most is having god come first.. (or something like that) so. YUPP., must keep my perspective correct..
okay. i shall be positive from now on. and be humble.. jia you kristi! you can do it. to the eight.. WE CAN MAKE IT! (X REMEMBER! 10 points at least ah.. hehehe. back to work everyone.. :)
a shout of praise.
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